Apple Nachos and Morning thoughts and procrastination…

I haven’t had my coffee yet.

(Now there is the start to a horror story, am I right?)

I haven’t had my coffee yet, and I’m thinking about making apple nachos even though I do think it’s a tad bit pretentious but it sounds good; I instead opted for no morning drink and two day old pizza warmed up in the microwave.

I need my coffee.

and all of this is in procrastination; does anyone else feel that you put something off that you actually want to do because you’re afraid? because of anxiety, or depression? I do this a lot. I literally went on a fly murdering spree in order to not do what I need to do.

Hell. I am writing this blog post instead of doing what I NEED to do. and I think that no matter how many blogs or youtube vids you watch about manifesting your intentions (*gagging noises*), or how to organize this thing or that thing….that at the end of the day…it’s still up to you to do it.

I still have to do that thing. I still don’t want to even though it’s a good idea and would be good for me to do.

So here it is. I suck at this life thing.I am a procrastinator. and I have no helpful advice. But that’s alright. I don’t think this blog is supposed to be helpful.

Now, I am gonna go make some coffee and go do that task.